Vriska Langley Soryu: yo
theshadowscythe: GO GO GO
Vriska Langley Soryu: Affirmative
Vriska Langley Soryu: Enemy spotted
Vriska Langley Soryu: I'm planting the bomb
Vriska Langley Soryu: Terrorists Win
theshadowscythe: wow
theshadowscythe: your APM must be hooge
theshadowscythe: being able to type that and play
theshadowscythe: you gosu
theshadowscythe: GG WP
Vriska Langley Soryu: supar l33t h4x0r
Vriska Langley Soryu: i'm in CS:GO SDK
Vriska Langley Soryu: its the developer tool not the game
theshadowscythe: oh
theshadowscythe: well, shit
theshadowscythe: damn I'm dumb
theshadowscythe: XD
Vriska Langley Soryu: look wat i did
theshadowscythe: ??
Vriska Langley Soryu: http://csgo.gamebanana.com/skins/143349
Vriska Langley Soryu: now i can be Vriska on the bw forums AND in CS:GO
theshadowscythe: sheet dayum
Vriska Langley Soryu: to be fair I already could be her in CS:GO but in a different outfit: http://csgo.gamebanana.com/skins/142365
theshadowscythe: a little tall for actual Vriska
theshadowscythe: but nice
Vriska Langley Soryu: right ofc
Vriska Langley Soryu: thats CS:GO skeleton for you though
theshadowscythe: gotta fit those game models
Vriska Langley Soryu: why do i have to pilot the robot
Vriska Langley Soryu: because its a fucking anime!
theshadowscythe: actually, dumbshit question because /a/ gives me the fear and my googlefu is bringing up untranslatable pages
Vriska Langley Soryu: the robot always has to be piloted by whiney little shit children
theshadowscythe: what the eff is going on with 4.0?
Vriska Langley Soryu: no clue i havent even seen 1-3
Vriska Langley Soryu: i'veo nly seen the original series
Vriska Langley Soryu: and
Vriska Langley Soryu: end
Vriska Langley Soryu: of evangelion
Vriska Langley Soryu: protip: i prefer congratulations
theshadowscythe: 0_0
Vriska Langley Soryu: because in end Misato dies
Vriska Langley Soryu: and misato was best char
theshadowscythe: sweet jaysus you haven't seen them, I am genuinely shocked
Vriska Langley Soryu: i got into this anime 10 years ago
theshadowscythe: I thought you'd be all over that sheet
theshadowscythe: same
Vriska Langley Soryu: wait 11 years ago
theshadowscythe: 10 for me, I was 18
Vriska Langley Soryu: i was the fucking age of the damn pilots
Vriska Langley Soryu: when i first watched it
theshadowscythe: people kept recommending it too me so I found some sketchy streaming site before crunchy roll and watched every single episode in a binge
theshadowscythe: then got drunk
Vriska Langley Soryu: lol
theshadowscythe: then hit End of
Vriska Langley Soryu: classic tss
theshadowscythe: jesus fuck
Vriska Langley Soryu: gettingdrunk
theshadowscythe: my head was messed up
Vriska Langley Soryu: classic move
theshadowscythe: pro-tip I don't actually drink all that often, I just like the internet to think I do
theshadowscythe: but dayum
theshadowscythe: I was stuck in EVA mode for weeks
Vriska Langley Soryu: no1 watches eva and doesn't get messed up, or isn't like "WHYYYYY"
Vriska Langley Soryu: so i justp ic kand choose the shit i care about
theshadowscythe: I couldn't watch it again, but at the same time I couldn't get it out of my head
Vriska Langley Soryu: i did Vriska for an anime convention this year
Vriska Langley Soryu: best girl
theshadowscythe: I can't remember if the photos went up on facebook or brikwars (or both) but I saw
theshadowscythe: and Misato best grill
Vriska Langley Soryu: i don't think they were on bw but its my fb pic
Vriska Langley Soryu: 2015 is the year of evangelion, like its happening right now
theshadowscythe: (then again I always was the milfy type)
Vriska Langley Soryu: so like im just obsessed or whatever
Vriska Langley Soryu: it will pass eventually
theshadowscythe: 50.cal with one in the chamber, never one to go without risk in case she needed another bullet
Vriska Langley Soryu: i rewatched it this summer with my idiot shit brother
theshadowscythe: haha
theshadowscythe: I would recommend rebuild, but I get the feeling others have already
theshadowscythe: if only for one thing that I reckon you'd like
Vriska Langley Soryu: they havent
theshadowscythe: Vriska - Pirate edition
Vriska Langley Soryu: its something im aware of though
theshadowscythe: the main thing about it is, when you do (eventually) sit down and watch it, it will cause a 50/50 love or hate reaction in you from 2.0 onwards
theshadowscythe: there is no in between
Vriska Langley Soryu: probably hate
Vriska Langley Soryu: i saw there's some new girl
Vriska Langley Soryu: which is like
theshadowscythe: and depending on how you feel, dissapointment they couldn't do the same rehash with the original series
Vriska Langley Soryu: hate
theshadowscythe: Mari, i don't know the comics that well
theshadowscythe: but I think she was a non-canon series
theshadowscythe: that then became canon
theshadowscythe: and worked into it
Vriska Langley Soryu: f thatr
Vriska Langley Soryu: make a new story not change the old story
Vriska Langley Soryu: the old one was afucking masterpiece
theshadowscythe: she does have one upside - the fight at the start of 2.0 with the provisional EVA type
Vriska Langley Soryu: don't need to remake it
theshadowscythe: ROLLER DERBY EVAS
theshadowscythe: WITH JOUSTING LANCES
Vriska Langley Soryu: looooool
theshadowscythe: vroooooooom
Vriska Langley Soryu: i should change my derby name to Vriska
Vriska Langley Soryu: grow my hair long like it used to be
Vriska Langley Soryu: dye it red
Vriska Langley Soryu: change number to 02
theshadowscythe: I now have the full gendo beard, it's quite unfortunate
Vriska Langley Soryu: put headset clips on my helmet
theshadowscythe: that image col cropped is now the real thing
theshadowscythe: =/
Vriska Langley Soryu: lol gendo
Vriska Langley Soryu: what a guy
Vriska Langley Soryu: i saw a gendo at the anime con
Vriska Langley Soryu: but like
Vriska Langley Soryu: Vriska never once even talks to him
Vriska Langley Soryu: so i was like
Vriska Langley Soryu: yo
theshadowscythe: doesn't she get told by him to pilot eva #5?
Vriska Langley Soryu: not in original
theshadowscythe: no shit
theshadowscythe: that's toji
theshadowscythe: furk
Vriska Langley Soryu: no he is eva unit 3
theshadowscythe: I thought it was #5
Vriska Langley Soryu: and he doenst talk to gendo either in original
theshadowscythe: guess what I know
Vriska Langley Soryu: oh maybe it was 4 because 3 got destroyed or something
Vriska Langley Soryu: its unclear
Vriska Langley Soryu: i don't exactly remember
theshadowscythe: Gendo cosplays need the No.1 dad mug
Vriska Langley Soryu: LOL
Vriska Langley Soryu: LOL
Vriska Langley Soryu: OWNED
theshadowscythe: and to find a shinji to chase around
Vriska Langley Soryu: i found a shinji
theshadowscythe: GET IN THE GODDAMN ROBUTT SHINJI
Vriska Langley Soryu: and i was like
Vriska Langley Soryu: WELL IF IT isn't THE THIRD CHILD
Vriska Langley Soryu: i need more Vriska quotes
Vriska Langley Soryu: just like
Vriska Langley Soryu: watch it again
Vriska Langley Soryu: quote Vriska more
Vriska Langley Soryu: IRL
theshadowscythe: http://cdn.themis-media.com/media/globa ... 106133.jpg
theshadowscythe: ^^^ Found it
theshadowscythe: was it you or silva who posted the eva abridged series?
Vriska Langley Soryu: thats
Vriska Langley Soryu: fuckign genius
Vriska Langley Soryu: someone else posted evabridged
Vriska Langley Soryu: but i keep quoting it
theshadowscythe: http://cdn.themis-media.com/media/globa ... 480396.jpg
theshadowscythe: and another
theshadowscythe: BLACK TEAM I NEED A STATUS REPORT!
theshadowscythe: HERPADERPAHERPADERP A WOLOLOLOL
theshadowscythe: what the hell was that?
theshadowscythe: GORZIRRA!
theshadowscythe: damnit
theshadowscythe: now I need a misato cosplayer willing to yell "SHINJI YOU ARE COMING IN ME TONIGHT" at shinji ones
theshadowscythe: while I wander around with my #1 mug
theshadowscythe: . . . . and a convention
theshadowscythe: that'd be a good place to start
Vriska Langley Soryu: yes
Vriska Langley Soryu: Oh my god its an angel!
Vriska Langley Soryu: Oh my go its Godzilla!
Vriska Langley Soryu: Fuyutsuki: oh my god, its godzilla
Vriska Langley Soryu: RUN ITS GODZIRRA
theshadowscythe: WHERES MY GODDAMN SANDWHICH!
theshadowscythe: HOLY FUCK! ITZA BLONDE!
Vriska Langley Soryu: NERVOUS ERECTION REACHES VAGINA
theshadowscythe: and thats how I lost my viginity
theshadowscythe: hahaha
Vriska Langley Soryu: And who decided to build the worlds most secretive military base underneath a city of millions of people?
Vriska Langley Soryu: I'M A FUCKING GENIUS
theshadowscythe: FUCK
theshadowscythe: you beat me
theshadowscythe: XD
Vriska Langley Soryu: lolololol,
Vriska Langley Soryu: Did no one object to that plan?
Vriska Langley Soryu: There was one
Vriska Langley Soryu: Fuyutsuki: He's a fucking idiot
theshadowscythe: HES A FUCKING MORON
theshadowscythe: Fuyutsuki
theshadowscythe: the only one of the lot
theshadowscythe: with half a brain
Vriska Langley Soryu: man
Vriska Langley Soryu: okay that second pic
Vriska Langley Soryu: FUCK HER
Vriska Langley Soryu: FUCK HERRRRRRRRr
Vriska Langley Soryu: etc
Vriska Langley Soryu: i just realized
Vriska Langley Soryu: Shinji is growing up to be a NEET
theshadowscythe: an intentional NEET to boot
Vriska Langley Soryu: thats why
theshadowscythe: so, Vriska body pillow? Or Rei
Vriska Langley Soryu: ummmmmmmmmmmmm
Vriska Langley Soryu: never thought abotu that
theshadowscythe: which do you think he'd buy?
Vriska Langley Soryu: oh
Vriska Langley Soryu: shinji?>
Vriska Langley Soryu: he wouldnt buy either
Vriska Langley Soryu: he'd get a kowaru pillow
Vriska Langley Soryu: hes not d a p p e r
theshadowscythe: Karuwo
theshadowscythe: XDE
Vriska Langley Soryu: hes just
theshadowscythe: yeh
Vriska Langley Soryu: not sexual
Vriska Langley Soryu: which i don't understand i mean hes 14 isn't sex the only thing on his mind?
theshadowscythe: yeah, but he only does it if it's awkward
theshadowscythe: or their comatose
theshadowscythe: in which case CLEAN UP ON AISLE SHINJI!
Vriska Langley Soryu: well okay i grew up in USA and down there like nobody was having sex at 14 because the place is so fuckign sex negative
Vriska Langley Soryu: i mean some kids do but like
Vriska Langley Soryu: i dunno
Vriska Langley Soryu: i never met a girl in high school who was interested in that outside the context of shitty highschool relationships where "im doing it because i love hi mand he loves me! im not a slut!"
Vriska Langley Soryu: that was the only sex that was had
Vriska Langley Soryu: no1 else got laid
Vriska Langley Soryu: i was pretty pervy but like yeah my frist time was at 19... . .evangelion is all about the sex that no1 had. except kaji because he's not an idiot and misato because she's not ashamed
Vriska Langley Soryu: thats probably the whole show tbh
Vriska Langley Soryu: i mean Anno was like making it about failures to connect with people
theshadowscythe: anno only made the show as a projection of his own depression
theshadowscythe: or at least thats what I read
Vriska Langley Soryu: but maybe sex isa a kind of fundamental connection
theshadowscythe: and he went batshit halfway through
Vriska Langley Soryu: yeah i read that he got super depressed half-way in
theshadowscythe: dude needed some linkin park halfway through
Vriska Langley Soryu: CRAWLING IN MY SKIN
theshadowscythe: but that was a decade later
Vriska Langley Soryu: where's the pilot?
Vriska Langley Soryu: running away
Vriska Langley Soryu: get him back here!
Vriska Langley Soryu: shinji are you ready?
theshadowscythe: oh god
Vriska Langley Soryu: no
Vriska Langley Soryu: LAUNCH EVA
theshadowscythe: A.T fields powered by NEW METAL
Vriska Langley Soryu: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhh
theshadowscythe: LINKIN PARK
theshadowscythe: POD
theshadowscythe: PAPA ROACH
theshadowscythe: Incubus
theshadowscythe: marylin manson
theshadowscythe: slipknot
theshadowscythe: basically the pilots get more and more whiney but their piloting becomes more powerful by virtue of the best music of 1998-2002
theshadowscythe: XD
Vriska Langley Soryu: trololo
Vriska Langley Soryu: PROJECT GABBANGELION
Vriska Langley Soryu: EARLY GENERATION OF OTAKU SPEED VIBE
Vriska Langley Soryu: 1996-1998
theshadowscythe: goddamn
theshadowscythe: just send them a cd of mad capsule markets
Vriska Langley Soryu: http://www.lady-natalya.info/downloads/ ... EEDVIBE.7z
theshadowscythe: and a bag of fucking PCP
theshadowscythe: mixed with bathsalts
Vriska Langley Soryu: yes.jpg
theshadowscythe: Zeruel turns up and basically gets pounced by an EVA projecting it's pilot batshit insanity about something with garden gnomes and wee narbles before an office block sized boner impales it
theshadowscythe: and then the eva starts humping and eating zeruel at the same time
theshadowscythe: . . . fucking hell
theshadowscythe: it's like a bad fanfiction
Vriska Langley Soryu: but okay of the girls in Eva who among them even liked shinji anyway? First off, Rei is out because she's a clone of his mom and incest is wtf
Vriska Langley Soryu: Vriska... did she even like him?
Vriska Langley Soryu: she was just repressing all her internal bullshit
Vriska Langley Soryu: she wanted to be loved and cared for but no one did, so she was like "fuck you world, i'm gonna be a badass"
Vriska Langley Soryu: but she just buried shit isntead of dealing with it
Vriska Langley Soryu: and when she met Kaji well she liked him becaue he could make her feel better
Vriska Langley Soryu: but really her own projected attitude of "i am fucking gangster bow before me peons" did not reflect her internal reality
Vriska Langley Soryu: she needed to build up her inner spirit
theshadowscythe: fuck that noise
Vriska Langley Soryu: which is hard for a teenager
theshadowscythe: she needed to slam down hard on a big bag of meth and some speed metal
theshadowscythe: and then REAP
Vriska Langley Soryu: i was depressed all throughout my teenage years into young adulthood until about december last year
Vriska Langley Soryu: like
Vriska Langley Soryu: i was emotionally weak and incapable all that time
Vriska Langley Soryu: a decade and a half of suckitude
Vriska Langley Soryu: maybe Vriska is a bit stronger than me and she wouldnt have taken that long to deal with it
Vriska Langley Soryu: but she had literally no coping skills or emotional support from anyone
Vriska Langley Soryu: which brings me back to my original question
Vriska Langley Soryu: did she actually like shinji?
Vriska Langley Soryu: or was she just trying to get by the only way she knew how?
Vriska Langley Soryu: i feel like shinji is the most authentic character
theshadowscythe: hrm, i think ti may have been a combination of those reasons
Vriska Langley Soryu: he's weak, but he lets it show
theshadowscythe: and being unable to relate to anyone sub-herself
Vriska Langley Soryu: hes not ashamed to want to cry or run away
theshadowscythe: he and rei where in her eyes the only other people of her calliber on the vastly depopulated planet
Vriska Langley Soryu: but she felt herself superior to them
theshadowscythe: true, but they are the only others who could relate
theshadowscythe: think of it as three tiers, maybe four
theshadowscythe: HE
theshadowscythe: HER
theshadowscythe: other eva pilots
theshadowscythe: people she respects (questionable layer)
Vriska Langley Soryu: right but her own internal bullshit kept her from forming genuine relationships with them
theshadowscythe: every other useless human being
theshadowscythe: she wants to be the special snowflake (tm)
theshadowscythe: but she doesn't want to be the -only- special snowflake
Vriska Langley Soryu: like shinji develops genuine feeligns for misato, rei, his classmates, and Vriska. he cares about them and doesn't want them to be hurt
Vriska Langley Soryu: tries to save them on multiple occasions
Vriska Langley Soryu: etc
Vriska Langley Soryu: wellt hats how Vriska acts but i feel like she could turn into someone more magnanimous if she were to confront her own internal pain
Vriska Langley Soryu: like if she didnt feel like ass every day
theshadowscythe: brb, putting daughter to bed
Vriska Langley Soryu: she could be super strong and badass AND not look down on other people
Vriska Langley Soryu: in the show she tries to look down on everyone else because she's lifting herself up at their expense
Vriska Langley Soryu: when really she has accomplishments she should be proud of for their own sake and she doesn't really need to step on others
theshadowscythe: true but there is one other factor you've touched on but not said in so many words
theshadowscythe: these a goddamn kids
theshadowscythe: and through the course of the series do they ever get to fully mature?
Vriska Langley Soryu: shinji certainly matures a lot
Vriska Langley Soryu: rei does too in her own moe kinda way
theshadowscythe: iunno where stubby said it but one thing he said was that brikwars as a whole is his own social experement/teaching platform
theshadowscythe: and as a lot of our users grow up their own brain chemisty and progression of thinking changes
theshadowscythe: in the series we have sped up epithanies
theshadowscythe: but not once do we get to see the example you said above about your own experiences then and how they only ended recently
Vriska Langley Soryu: Vriska gets fucking mind-snuggled and that throws her into despair, but in EoE she comes into her own... but in the original series no she just gets destroyed. i think that she might be suicidal
theshadowscythe: and look back on it thinking another way
theshadowscythe: hell I can't even remember most of what I as like before I was 15
theshadowscythe: other than a lot of shitty bullying memories and when I got stabbed
Vriska Langley Soryu: yeah i first watched eva at a dark time in my life
Vriska Langley Soryu: i was dating my first gf and we watched it together
Vriska Langley Soryu: i would have been 15 i think
Vriska Langley Soryu: i was having huge issues with like who i was and who i wanted to be at that time
Vriska Langley Soryu: but like who doesn't have those problems in high school?
Vriska Langley Soryu: i had recently stopped beign bullied and wouldn't be thereafter
Vriska Langley Soryu: but i was a loser anime nerd
Vriska Langley Soryu: i wasnt cool i didnt have good awareness of my surroundings
Vriska Langley Soryu: i was super introverted
theshadowscythe: I think at that point I was in a long and commited series of relationships between my gamecube, fictional characters and my left hand
theshadowscythe: XD
Vriska Langley Soryu: i would end up in that situation a couple years later llollllllllll
Vriska Langley Soryu: umm
Vriska Langley Soryu: from
Vriska Langley Soryu: 2006 --> 2009 i didn't date anybody
Vriska Langley Soryu: i totally wanted to but i just didnt like anyone
theshadowscythe: ditto
theshadowscythe: but I posted that shit to brikwars a long time ago
theshadowscythe: before the great benny purge
Vriska Langley Soryu: well i had a 2 week thing with this one girl but she was fucking compulsive liar and generally not a great person... you know, average, unintelligent, uninspiring
theshadowscythe: oh, so average human being then?
Vriska Langley Soryu: which i feel like im conceited if i say that!
Vriska Langley Soryu: but yes
Vriska Langley Soryu: because i mean how exemplary am i really?
Vriska Langley Soryu: i try to be fucking gangster
Vriska Langley Soryu: but i don't even have my life together dand im 27
Vriska Langley Soryu: like
theshadowscythe: dood - there is no garauntees
theshadowscythe: I had my entire life together and on track in january
Vriska Langley Soryu: the conflicts i have of thinking im the shit versus IRL im not actually the shit is like, well how can i say crap about anyone else even if they are definitely not as smart as me?
theshadowscythe: I didn't know a month later my cushy career job I was fucking good at wouldn't exist any more
theshadowscythe: I didn't know about the massive mental breakdown I'd have
Vriska Langley Soryu: :[
theshadowscythe: the 8 months of depression I'm still in
Vriska Langley Soryu: yeah i suppose thats true... life can take people and fuck them over really hard
theshadowscythe: having to move, starting again as a minimum wage supermarket peon
theshadowscythe: do the best you can with what you have and surround yourself with the people you want to be around
theshadowscythe: thats what I meant above with the average people thing
Vriska Langley Soryu: welcome to the neoliberal economy courtesy of ronald reagan margaret thatcher and harvard business school
theshadowscythe: not implying either of us is any better than anyone else - every human being has the moral capacity to be, or not be a massive raging cuntwagon
Vriska Langley Soryu: yea
theshadowscythe: but when I imply "normal" people, its the ones who seem to settle into this shit, not question it and just get on with it treating the shit like it's 1 - normal, and 2 - expected
Vriska Langley Soryu: yeah
Vriska Langley Soryu: so that girl i saw for 2 weeks was that kind of normal
theshadowscythe: as if, this is all there is
Vriska Langley Soryu: man leave it to eva to get people to talk about all this shit
theshadowscythe: if all else fails talk about 20 year old anime
theshadowscythe: the FEELS MANG
theshadowscythe: THE FEELS
